starves —-> feels like shit.
eats —-> feels like shit.
exists —-> feels like shit.
Sw: 136 ~ Cw: FAT ~ Gw: 110 ~ Ugw: 90 basically
I eat to much
to be anorexic
End of story :)
starves —-> feels like shit.
eats —-> feels like shit.
exists —-> feels like shit.
I have one brain cell and it bounces around in my skull like a windows screen saver
me when i eat 600 cals a day: that was a binge day you fat bitch starve
me when i eat 2000 cals: wEll uM reCovErY i GueSs iT’s jUst tO bOoST uP mY MeTabOLiSm hAH aMiRiTE
Do I date tall people???? Just so they can always see me from my best angle?????? Or is that just a bonus for them?????
idk. how tall are you? cause that’ll tell you why you date tall people
I’m 5'2
you date tall people cause everyone is taller than you
The barista got my coffee order wrong and tried to tell me it was “basically the same thing”, but all I could think was no, this has 100 more calories. But I didn’t want to argue and was already running late so I took the coffee and dumped it in the trash outside of the building. And because I haven’t eaten all day, have a final exam in 30 mins, and am ready to fall over, I started to cry.
If you’re new to this, or thinking about starting. Don’t. Run. If you’re able to get out, get out now. It’s not cute. It’s not fun. It’s so fucking miserable.
Me: *Reads about all the health risks associated with anorexia.*
Me: *Starts Panicking*
Ana: But consider this, you’ll be skinny.
Me: you right
Me but instead of reading I’m watching people’s recovery stories on YouTube and learning how they were on the verge of death and nearly having a panic attack cause I don’t wanna die but I also don’t wanna be fat
NOT EVERYTHING IS ABOUT A GOD DAMN RELATIONSHIP AND LOSING WEIGHT AND BEING BEAUTIFUL FOR GODS SAKE GO OUTSIDE AND ROB A STORE AND FEEL ALIVE AS YOU RUN AWAY FROM SECURITY
nothing feels as good as that. nothing tastes as good as getting skinny feels.
